tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6561748834204284315.post2466167571472440865..comments2024-03-23T08:25:22.526-04:00Comments on ED Bites: Missing the eating disorder?Carrie Arnoldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02569839838912988783noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6561748834204284315.post-79193359527482962522010-11-30T19:17:54.646-05:002010-11-30T19:17:54.646-05:00I want to be where you are Carrie. I hope that doe...I want to be where you are Carrie. I hope that doesn't sound as horribly insensitive as I think it might,but I hear so much of me now in the 'you' you don't want to go back to...<br />Hang on to the new healthy you. It's such an incredible achievement.<br /><br />xWondering Soulhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09784587066558342905noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6561748834204284315.post-89349065859270664532010-11-30T19:17:24.042-05:002010-11-30T19:17:24.042-05:00I keep coming back to this same crossroads. Do I c...I keep coming back to this same crossroads. Do I choose recovery or AN? I want to go back to AN because it is so comforting. It's been with me for many years and I can count on it to always be there. I am scared of complete recovery because of the unknown. I'm scared of jumping off the diving board (AN) into the swimming pool (recovery). I don't know what's going to happen - what it's going to be like. Thank you for all of your posts, they keep me motivated to choose the healthier path.Ellienoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6561748834204284315.post-78480513878416232192010-11-29T19:05:07.480-05:002010-11-29T19:05:07.480-05:00I also love this post. That is the feeling. Instea...I also love this post. That is the feeling. Instead of just closing the past, you take advantage of looking back. You are showing the way (with stones of course)to many people. Thanksesqueci a ana (ex-ana)https://www.blogger.com/profile/09238616882126997831noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6561748834204284315.post-54189157133700674402010-11-29T18:24:14.183-05:002010-11-29T18:24:14.183-05:00I LOVE THIS POST! It is exactly what I needed to h...I LOVE THIS POST! It is exactly what I needed to hear. I am currently clinging to old patterns to find sanity emotionally- and feeling like absolute shit physically. But terrified to get back on the wagon for fear that I won't feel any better anyway, and might even feel worse. But you feel better? You are stronger? Ok (deep breath)- I think I'll try stepping back over to your side of the street. I love it that you're so strong in your stance that recovery is better. Keep saying that! I'm clinging to that vicariously. I think I'll read this post about 50 more times to try and make it sink in.hmnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6561748834204284315.post-85101874087479139772010-11-29T17:42:49.933-05:002010-11-29T17:42:49.933-05:00I understand the ambivalent feelings towards our E...I understand the ambivalent feelings towards our ED and wanting part of how we were when we were sick and not wanting the sick part. It's hard to accept that they come together- having one means we have the other hell. You can stay healthy. <br /><3<br />-LisaLisahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14205933300947954793noreply@blogger.com